I have gone to a new xanga. I had this one since middle school
and it's been more than 325869174 days that I did not go to premium haha.
 I need a change so I will add you, if I know you.

Ciao.

I'm literally a bad test taker and no one seems to believe me. I just overthink things. Ahh, I wish I can start over.

I'm officially a junior.

I've been thinking a lot about my future ever since sophomore year ended for me. It's never too early to think about what the future holds. There are so many questions I have that needs to be answered and choosing a university is hard than I thought it would be. I really want to move out of California because living here I always see the typical California thing such as the LA scene, the schools are overrated, and the lifestyle. I need something fresh, out of the ordinary. It has been very difficult to decide what I really want to do in life. I'm striving for the business area where I can pursue and become a investment banker or a financial analysist because it can open door/opportunities for many work places where others careers can't. I know I'll get paid a lot for doing that but I'm not going to be satisfied whereas being in the fashion industry, being an asistant manager for a magazine or planning events for special people would be the life I always dream of. It's hard to get in the fashion business though and if I don't make it, I have to find a back up plan. I'm scared to fail and when junior year starts I know it's going to be tough with the SAT, ACT, PSAT. I really want to go to Oxford University in England. It's a really good school with business majors I'm interested in. In order to get there I have to sacrifice many things and be the top of my game; I need to be involve in many school activites and work twice as hard than a average person can. Since I have two years left I'm trying my best to join many clubs and do many activites that I can since universities and colleges like a well-rounded person. I'm planning on creating a club called Young Active Minds with my cousin and I hoping it will be a success. This club is about being involve and taking care of our earth. I want a place where it can be eco-friendly to everyone. I'm doing something what I'm passionate about instead of just posting links (e.g stopglobalwarming.org) and not doing anything about. I want this club to inspire others and know what's around them. For this club it will involve a fashion show, my cousin and I are trying to get sponsors and so far we have a dj and a mkeup artist. The fashion show will have a line with eco friendly things.

Next year, I'll be visting colleges, universities and hopefully join a study abroad in europe during the summer. This will look good in resumes and application to universities. Since study abroad cost a fortune, I'm trying to write essay to people to help me out. Being accepted to a university will be the happiest day of my life and what it takes for me to get in, I'll do it.